I stood there at the foosball table, eyes roaming over the building scattered about with children playing, laughing... being engaged in activities. And as I waited for the next person to come along who would claim my attention, I prayed.
Leading up to this day, we had been told to pray constantly for these kids who were coming for the first time to this ministry.
So I sat there, bathing each precious face in prayer and begging Him to act on His promise of a future and a hope, of good and not evil.
And as I stood there, I heard the words.
Words mingled with music, laughter, shouting, words of instruction.... words that meant so much.
"I called, You answered. And You came to my rescue and I wanna be where You are..."
Repeated over and over and over.
Speaking of the power of One who does listen to prayers, but, even more, answers them. And even though these kids have been placed in a situation that seems desperate.... He knows.
He cares.... He loves... He answers.
And as I'm gone, and am physically too far away to lift up each face and to see that smile, and to shiver with joy inside at the beauty that He's made... I'm never too far away to pray.
I sit here, remembering all that has gone on... thinking with incredulity that two weeks ago, I was there.
And as He answers prayer about this summer, about who He is, about people that are close to my heart... He also answers my prayer for these ministries, for those godly people, for those children still there.
I'm learning a little bit day by day, what "pray without ceasing" means.
What talking, conversing, sharing, laughing at quirks, rejoicing... every moment... means.
And I'm learning how much He loves to hear my voice.
He loves to hear yours, too.
I can just imagine the smile that comes to His face when we bring Him the beautiful, the ugly, the snarls, the sweet sorrows, the pain.... our lives.
And I can just imagine Him saying in a voice just above a whisper, "My precious one... I love to hear you speak. To hear you say that your heart rejoices in what I have made, to hear it break for others less fortunate than you. But know... I made them, too. So don't worry.... I've got it covered."
So, although I remember their faces, I also remember that they are even more ever-present in His mind.
And I can let go of any worries that I hold.
And pray... knowing that He will, He does, He is going to... answer.
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